Final weekend, comedienne Kitkat was ecstatic when she advised me over the telephone that she gained Finest Noontime Present Host within the Gawad Amerika Awards, an award-giving physique comprised of Filipinos in North America.
In all glee and pleasure the younger comedienne advised me, “That is my remaining signal ate Gee, I’m now positive that God realty needs this noontime present for me. And that it will likely be secure for me to exit of my house. I can now lastly exit with out having palpitations and complications simply respiratory the air exterior my house.”
If I have been a psychologist, I might characterize Kitkat’s conduct as agoraphobia – an anxiousness dysfunction characterised by signs of hysteria in conditions the place the particular person perceives their surroundings to be unsafe with no straightforward approach to escape. These conditions can embody open areas, public transit, buying facilities, or just being exterior their house. Not many know the foundation explanation for her anxiousness – most of the comic’s relations died of COVID-19 in the course of the enhanced group quarantine (ECQ) and this scared our humorous lady to the purpose that she actually didn’t depart her home for six months. If ever she needed to depart the home for emergencies she would find yourself going house with complications or chest pains, our recent awardee narrates: “When Internet 25 contacted my supervisor for ‘Blissful Time,’ a noontime present with Anjo Yllana and Janno Gibbs, I hesitated to simply accept it as a result of I didn’t need to exit within the concern of getting COVID. I requested God for indicators which he gave me – I requested if I may discuss to my grandmother ‘Nanay’ in my dream and I did. I requested if I may discuss to Jesus in my dream and I bought it. Then I requested for inconceivable indicators so I’ve a motive to not settle for the undertaking and keep house. I requested if butterflies can hover in my canine cage they usually did. I used to be lastly satisfied that the undertaking was for me after I requested randomly for an ube cake And If I might not obtain one, then I’ll have a motive to show down the undertaking. However any person truly despatched me an ube cake from out of the blue. Affirmation was on my face that this ‘Blissful Time’ undertaking was for me as a result of we signed the contract on the loss of life anniversary of my mom. And now this award of finest noontime host. ”
The comedienne now reviews that her complications are slowly diminishing as she goes out to go to work every day realizing that it’s a part of God’s plan for her.
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